Wow what a night for me yesterday.
We started off talking about stupid topics like *** and bgfs, values and principles of life and finally proceeded on to me asking her which stages of relationship will she allow.
1.Holding hands
2.Holding shoulders
3.Hugging
4.Kiss on cheek
5.Kiss on lips
6.Hugging with hands auto-roaming aka ‘feel’ trips
7.French Kissing
8.Then all those stuff that you fantasize about (sick stuff)
She said stages 1 and 2 can… but I was saying: “How could I make my gal feel loved without stage 3?” So we “bargained” for hours. “How could I love without hugs?”
But I understand why she refused. Her principles disallow. She said that she is afraid of going too fast. We are only 16. She knew I won’t hurt her, but she’s afraid of hurting me and the time has come.
Then we cried. I started first. She said in this case she will bend the rules and hoped she’s beside me to comfort me. Hug me. I said: “It’s against YOUR principles.” How insensitive. Then she cried. Hm… How ironical. 2 ppl crying for each other. But can only have their bolsters next to them to comfort and hug. And imagining the bolster is the other party. I pity the bolster :P
She said it was nice that I asked her what to and what not to and respect her decision. Hm. The first time I had cried for a gal. Hm. What has become of me.
She gave me a reluctant reply. I wasn’t actually gonna be that kind of guy to hug her and never to let go all the way. I simply meant for us to get closer together. And I’m not gonna progress past stage 5 before 21.
I wanna listen to her reply. Its almost 12. Have she woken up? Bet she is still tired. And drowsy. With red eyes. Same here.
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