HIMZELF
HIS FRIENDZ
HIS TAGZ
HIS PAZT
Wow DAMN long since the last time i blogged. Well you see, there are soo many things going on now its the holidays.
6J02 chalet which just passed, which i truly enjoy. Ask me for pics if u want :)
JLPT 2 just passed last sunday, with me mugging me brains out but couldn't pass. then wats the point -.-
Talking on the phone took up most of my time.
Playing dotA too. And sry guys for not going for the class gatherings im sooo sry... it just isn't fated for us to meet.
People coming my house, like Chongmin, Terence, Yujun, Jina.... You...
And going out with someone i truly love.
How meaningful can my life get?
Argh this week is full of going outs. Go with you, go to buy stuff for turkey trip next mon, go class gathering, go eat and shop and movie with friends...
So ya, tts all for my holiday. Cyas.
OMG. Can't you just show it? Can't you just show that you love me? Can't you just show that you care for me? Can't you just say something nice and reassuring and clear whatever assumptions of you liking me in my heart?
Can't you just do whatever that will make others think that you like me? Can't you just show it in front of my friends? Why do you always have reservations for urself? Do you think what Yujun and Chongmin said makes sense? Don't you think that you are not expressing yourself?
Why do you have to hide it? Why can't you be more open? Why can't you let your heart out? Why do you have to GUARD against me? Why am I the closest person yet the most distant in the heart? Is this what you call love? What is love?
You just ignored me on the phone. Can't you just say a word of sorry? Why do I always have to apologize when I don't think the problem lies with me? Why do you always cry and I feel bad for you? Why do we always patch up when we have quarrels like this? Why will I feel bad making you sad? Why do I feel sad writing this piece of shit rite now?
Answer: Because I love you.
PS: Why did I cry?
Long time never blog le... But since Terence is going overseas and he just asked me what countries have i been to, so i took quite a long time to think and recall. So, here it is.
16 - IYE Hokkaido, Japan
15 - Egypt, @ the Pyramids of Giza
14 - Moved House so didn't go anywhere =(
13 - Thailand, where I met tian
12 - Cairns, Australia, @ the Great Barrier Reef
11 - Penang & KL, Malaysia
10 - Tokyo, Osaka, Japan
9 - South Korea
8 - LA, San Fran, USA
7 - Harbin, China
6 - Beijing, Qing Huang Dao, Tian Jing, China
5 - Muar, Malaysia. I was sooo scared of the dark!
4 - Sydney, Gold Coast, Australia
3 - Malaysia, down with my first chicken pox
This coming December Hols going to Turkey. Looking forward to it.
Dunno why i suddenly write this, but... here goes.
Haha I had a very very bad habit when I was young. Remember during my Glory Kindergarten days where I was just 5/6 years of age, I had the habit of shitting in my pants. Yes, shitting! Haha. Especially during the “If you happy and you know it clap your hands” song, always the part where I had to shit. Without fail. Every morning liddat. And always shit in my pants. So my mum taught me: If I shit in my underwear, go toilet, remove it and wipe my *** clean. Then flush the underwear down the toilet bowl. Lmao! No wonder my underwear changes as fast as my hair grows! She was just toking about it the other day and I lmao!! So cute childhood days.
Another memorable event during my kindergarten days is the day of my graduation. I was wearing this cute loaned graduation coat and a grad hat! Wooo! My mum took a picture of me but was soon lost. I was part of the performance at the finale, where I will march in carrying one of the Chinese characters of the name of the kindergarten. I was the first to march in, march around in a cute little costume which I kept until now, and I was wearing lipstick for the first time. The teacher who helped me apply the lipstick told me not to lick my lips, and I pouted my lips the whole time! Looking rather stupid I guess. My mum sniggered and took a picture for me (long lost too). Then at the final moment, I was one of the two guys to pop the pop! In the end, my pop didn’t work and I was standing there making a fool out of myself. Lol! That was all I could remember from my kindergarten days.
Another really interesting thing that happened during my kindergarten days is when my cousin, older than me by 1 year, is in studying in PAP below my block. So got once her mother had to go somewhere for check up and she was told to proceed upstairs to wait at my house first. My mother went down to pick her up but realized she wasn’t there. Panicked, she went up to ask me whether she had arrived. I said no. So, we split up, searching the entire block and found her outside the door of #03-391. We asked her wat she was doing. She said she pressed the bell but we dun wanna open the door for her. Lmao! She’s at the wrong house! My house unit no. is #04-391! Lolx! After that at my house, something really sick happened. Restricted 21! But that time I was only 4, so guess nothing is wrong.
We wanted to sleep and my mum on the air con for me in the masterbed room. So, we went in to sleep together, because being young, my mum allowed. Comeon we were only 4! We obviously wanted the air con room and not sleep, so we bounced around on the bed and when my mom come in to check, we pretend to be asleep. Hahaha! After playing and monkeying around for a while my first sexual encounter occurred. Because at that time I know nothing, so when she ask me to show her mine and she show me hers, she just pulled down whatever she was wearing until her knees. I followed suit. Dunno what happened, then she chuckled and I stared, although I couldn’t remember wat it looks like now, but it seems quite disgusting. Then dunno what happened we fell asleep or something, or I couldn’t remember what happened. I swear I didn’t lose my virginity though. :P
Hi Clover! Look time never see you liao! That day see you on webcam I missed you soo much! Remember the time when you were young? We had so much fun! How's e other side of the world? Fun? Say hi to Aunt for me!
PS: Dun think you will read this*. Reply letter sent to Clover after webcam meeting on Oct 13...
Sigh... Tian, i thought about it liao. I think it's my fault and 是我咎由自取的。 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have force it too hard. And I have caused you much misery. Im seriously waiting for saturday for u to break down in my arms. Sighx. I won't pester you about it again ok? Just explain to me your feelings on sat, then we tok about it and tt's it. It's affecting me bad and I noe it's affecting you bad. Mutual affectionx
WOOO!!! END OF CTS!!!! Looking forward to meeting you again. But something happened between us? Dun worry, 传到桥头自然直。 Chinese mugging up ahead! But for today, just play! WOOOO!!!
Song sang by You: 可惜不是你. It's nice, i love that. But some parts a bit out of tune! Haha, nevertheless, thanks!
Tian, regarding last night's stuff, I'm feeling quite guilty about it. Damn scared that you will regret your actions. After tt thing I was thinking: omg, I have influenced u bad. I can't believe i coax you into it.We just shouldn't have done it. Sighz.
PS: We didn't do anything illegal. Isn't m-- legal? M = something women do? And it's nothing sick, so dun worry guys.
Haha today's my cousin's wedding! Congrats to Woon Lip and Dawn! Haha. Your wedding is perfectly perfect, we really enjoyed it!
Wee Jin, I'm sorry. But I would like to explain the situation that happened in class. Firstly, I told Wee Jin the part he was supposed to be doing is 第六章：观点。 However, I have told Ming Quan wrongly and asked him to prepare 第五章 and 第六章。 Moreover, no one talked or confirmed which part they were supposed to say before we start our presentation. So it was partly my fault that it was so screwed up. Also, i have forgotten which part Wee Jin is doing before the presentation today. Sigh. Ming Quan, however, prepared 第五，六，七章, and Ming Quan just butted in to talk before i could give Wee Jin a chance to. AND MING QUAN U TOK ALOT. I THINK U JUST GGED WEE JIN.
Ok, so it is all my fault. I publicly apologize for everything. Will go explain to Mr Tan P H tomorrow. Dun you worry.
There goes a friend for life. PS: A friend who betrayed me first ( Hui Xiang Maths notes incident) but I have betrayed. Accidentally.
As Parental Objection became stronger this week, one faces stress and thought of committing suicide while typing nonsense on his blog. One quarrels with his mum over dotA, one quarrels with his mum over her.
Later in the week one met up with her on a Friday evening together with one's primary school friends. One was greatly saddened by the lost of his best friend's handphone, which traumatized him bad. One asked Yuan Guang to cheer up and he left early for home.
One met up with friends Yong Kuan and Marcus at NYPS Ex-pupils Day cum Mooncake Festival Celebrations. One chatted with them about old school life and departed for home.
One was heartwarmed when she decided to walk one home. One obviously agreed. They held hands and one was really glad. One felt very blessed. One loves her alot, but the words "I love you" just couldn't come out of one's mouth.
She walked one until the signpost which wrote Shelford Road. One waved goodbye and sent a message to her. One then walked home slowly, hoping that someone will come from behind and hug him. But that someone never came. One heart sank into the night.
When she reached home one called her. She confessed that she wanted to give one a peck on the cheek and run away, but there was really too many people there and she just do not have enough courage. One was quite disappointed, but it's very rude to blurt that out, one thought. One urges her to do that the next time.
Then later that night one fell into a hot debate aka argument with her. One and her just cannot come to terms on kissing. One's heart sank. One said that she is too easily swayed (one likes decisive people).
One thought to himself, will this relationship end? One will never let it end.
Who is "One"?
MY FUTURE: AND BEYOND
Ever thought of what I'm gonna do in the future? Sigh. A hundred and one ideas popped up in my mind as a fruitful discussion between my mum and I took place just now. She's commenting that medicine is not equals to being a doctor. WTF?! Ouch, she stranggled me when i typed that.
Some of the things i may become in the future, or have an inkling to:
Gynaecologist - Have interest in studying biology(study only), not practicing
Normal GP - Fun, can set up a small clinic, may go to Japan to develop XP
Chemical Engineering - Have really fond interest in Chemistry. Especially mixing of chemicals. May go into Pharmacy.
Electrical, mechanical etc. engineering - Too common in society, but i love fixing, making and putting things together. Robotics XD
MP/SAF/Politician/Work in ministry - Unknown talent, but have interest in politics and would like to serve the country. PAP especially.
IT - Digital Media, Programming... Have interest in that. Then why am I in info-comm? Why did i take YDSP "Fun with Windows" or "Security with contactless SMART cards"? But mum say too common, so.. X[
Business - May set up my own business? Entrepreneur.
What do u think i will become next time?
Sigh, japanese results suck to the core. 59% I can go eat shit. Sigh sigh sigh...
Damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn sad now. May need a shoulder. Terence lend me yours? Sigh sigh sigh...
School starts. Boring stuff. Stupid Jap. Stupid physics 25/30. Stupid maths DMP 17/20. Sigh sigh sigh...
Terence adviced me not to blog so often. I agreed. This is my last post until ct ends. Sigh sigh sigh...
Dun call me too often. I'm a busy man. Sigh sigh sigh...
Dun send me SMSes before major tests because I will screw up. Thanks. Sigh sigh sigh...
I love you, but we just cannot talk too often. Sigh sigh sigh...
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
Wee Jin Wrote on Tag:
苇奇：
退一步则海阔天空。希望你们母子俩能够像以下的诗一样达到完美的境界。
孟子的《游子吟》：
慈母手中线，游子身上衣。临行密密缝，意恐迟迟归。谁言寸草心，报得三春晖。
4 Things that saddened my heart:
1. Incident that happened between Terry and Tian. Tian and Terry. Dun tell me they sound compatible. It's an epic battle between friendship and love. One or the other. So fast I have to make a choice.
2. Lim Yuan Guang. Sigh. When will you not be feeling down? When will you be happy? That's for you to tell me and me to find out.
3. Our graduation Table. Sorry Jian Hao, Im so sorry. My dream and fantasy of getting all my bestest friends, like Chew Hui Xiang, Low Jian Hao, Yeo Wee Jin, Lee Wen Jie Jamie, Mark Cheok Jia Rui, Lucas Lee Zhi Hao, Yeong Chee Cheen .... FAILED. Terribly. Breaking down.
4. Mum. xxxx u. Kao Bei like shit. Lucas come my house she talk talk talk say all the bad shyt about me. If you say her in front of her friends you will get it when you go home tonight. When she say in front of my friends I have to keep quiet. What good ironical "respect". Then when I play she see she will kao bei for damn long. Why when I mugging she never see? So I should mug for her to see larh?
Things she will scold when she kao bei: Results, Character, CHINESE ESPECIALLY, you.
Smartest thing to do: Put on headphones on music to full blast and keep quiet.
Mum, xxxx you.
IYE Video Day 1
IYE Video Day 2
For those despo guys out there, or despo gals to see what's my taste is like.
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1000:
Today in the morning went for chinese lessons, after that met you and terence for lunch.
1230:
Last minute decision for Terence to join us as he went Stanley's house before coming, so no lunch at home :P
1300:
Ate at Food Junction, cuz Yoshinoya too crowded, Pastamania not enough money, LJS too bustling, Macs too common, KFC too yucky. And YOU put your entire bowl of rice in hot Yong Tau Foo soup. Wow. Terence can you just talk?
1345:
Went to Bishan Library. Terence went before us. Smart and quick thinking. Allows me to spend time with you.
1400:
Looked around in the library, playing stupid magnet games. Started doing mathematics, sorry neglected you. Terence passed me the magnets and they are strong like hell. Took us dunno how long to separate. I owe you $20, remember.
Then Kexin, Jing Kai, Joel and Zaw Shane came to the library to discuss about their magship. And YOU said Joel is handsome. I was sooo jealous. And you all can stop sniggering? It's like so pretty darn obvious that you all are gossiping about us. =(
Do a bit, talked a bit, flirted a bit, pwned children in 3D tic-tac-toe. Took a few pictures.
1630:
Changed subject to Chinese. Did chinese with you, talked about the answers and stuff, ya.
And your eyes okay or not? Dripped some eye drops into your eyes, hope I aimed well. I did, i think. Are you better?
1700:
Departure of Terence. Silence for 30 seconds. I chased Terence back to take photos for us and him. Then continued doing chinese with you, talked about Yuan Guang's questions and stuff, flirted a lot more. Thanks Terence!
Photos will be uploaded once given permission*
1745:
Left the Library, went to Macs to buy an apple pie for myself. You dun want?
1750: 156 came pretty punctually but it's hardly on time. Took the back seat of the bus home.
On the bus:
Took pictures, really nice ones. Really. Best taken picture together. Wanted to hold your hand, but I'm in school uniform. Controlled myself.
1825:
Reached Coronation Plaza. Sigh tired like hell. Walked home.
1829:
I messaged you whether you know what i was feeling on the bus.
You replied:
"Haha you know wat? Just now if you had initiated i would have held your hands. My mind was like prepared.. Hm."
How stupid I was.
1832:
Reached home. Talked to mum, then slack a while and go bathe.
1854:
Blogging.
Tennis at your house was fun. I enjoyed it. It's just that you and jinny are getting thrashed by me and yuan guang. NOOB.
A shower at your house was memorable. Closed the window just in case you peep. Naughty naughty. Sigh didn't use your towel. The fanatically-sweet aroma of you.
A simple dinner at your house was enjoyable. You totally acted cool. Even helped me clear. Wow so fast wanna help me clear the table liao? SLURP.
Taking pictures at your house was nice. I said taking pictures, not the pictures.
Playing cards at your house was remarkable. Even though i didn't win.
Chatting in your quiet little room was unforgettable. The 'truth or dare' wasn't fun. You know too much :P But chatting sho is fun.
Walking me out was unforgettable. Especially that moment of frolic. Yuan Guang, what did we do? Did you see? See no evil.
Getting locked outside of the house was rememberable. Duh, it's my first time. But the keyz are in the bag. Just that i waited 1 hour for them. Thinking. U.
Sigh teacher's Day celebration in RI was sooo boring, I need to play with Mark Cheok's Nokia N80 (NEW!) to keep myself awake, even if it is a boring soduku puzzle. Even resorted to talking to Joel, Justin and Samuel(ppl sitting around me), even though they were tryin to suan my hair :P
Finally got my *** off RI and met Bernard, and we went NYPS together. Bernard, I'm really sorry. I hate a situation where you have to entertain two friends who dunno each other at all. I have to toggle between both and it is really awkward and paiseh not to tok to the other party. I'm sorry. Forgive me? Hahas i knew you would.
My hair totally sux today, you dun need to say anything. At least to me it sucks. Thanks Chee Cheen and Joel for some 'hair' tips greatly appreciated.
Met yuan guang, shawn, christopher, zhi zhi, jackson, jonathan, candice, catherine, liyan they all lorh, nth much, met you too. OMG you look nice with contacts, but dry eyes isn't good. So how to solve the problem of dry eyes? If cannot then dun wear.
And woah you really stick to me like glue. All guys, you feel very left out, I tried my best to entertain you. I think i failed, at least the first part.
And to my mates Warren, Faustina & Melody, so sorry that i was late. Serene Centre Macs was far and you eat really slowly. Hm. Did you fall sick from the rain? To my mates: Are you all sick or anything? Please dun, hahas.
And chongmin thanks for keeping us waiting. Ur puntuality is greatly appreciated.
I called and said: "Eh do you know that everyone is waiting for you?!"
"Nvm larh, lettem wait."
My present nice? Hahas stupid yuan guang didn't pass you the things. SHIT how i hate myself. AND SCREW THE PICS TAKE 'EM THE NEXT TIME!
Your file is with me. When will you collect? Looking forward to our next meeting.
来年ラッフルズ中学校に卒業した後で、ラッフルズ高校に進学します。まず、いろいろな友達ができるために、性格に変えなければなりません。社交的や活動的など性格になるたいです。
次に、いい成績がほしいから、彼女ができるまいです。特に、日本語に上手になるように、もっと漫画とアニメを見て、他にの漢字とか、文法とか習います。つまり、さらに復習と一生懸命勉強します。
それに、今年北海道国際交流プログラムに参加してから、多い友達ができます。忘れないから、来年九月の休みはもう一回北海道に帰って、友達と会こうと思います。
最後、所謂百聞は一見に如かず、来年十二月の休みは両親と一緒にエジップに旅行しようと思います。例えば、いろいろな事をしたいです。エジップ料理を食べたり、金字塔を見たり、特別のお土産を買いたりしてみたいです。
来年はたくさん計画があります。私は頑張って、全部の計画を達成します。
ー空ー
Well well well, just like the ole' wicked style.
Hint: Look in me.
I have changed. Since May. For the worst? I wonder.
Siao this few days really have to study Japanese like crazy. It determines my future in this subject and whether i should pursue in RJC. If i score well, go RJ take Jap. If not, I will give up on it forever.
Marco, Lowell, Warren, are you all sure you are going to take Japanese H2 LES? Cuz it's gonna waste a slot. And i have lots of fruitless discussions with friends and parents about JC subjects combinations. Looks like asking the J1s will help a bit.
PCME + H3 Chem? Looks like it is liddat for now. Until my mum yells for PCBM + H1E again.
Or wait until my jap changes this.
Sad: Tiannie's talking to me now. On the phone. It's kind of rude though. Pzzt dun tell yantian. I'm sad because. Haiz. Yantian. Sigh. Disappointed with you. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. You dun wanna say any shit. I kind of feel like I'm out of love again. I don't feel loved, but I love.
Happy: My Japanese Oral. Pwnage. Thanks yantian (ironically) for your wishes and good lucks. It sho' helped. Ha ha ha she asked me about Bleach and Shaman King! Woo!! Talked like shit together. Oops it's them :P. Two of them, a bit intimidating. Then, talked about Hokkaido! Woo!!! I spammed. But got 1 question dunno how to answer: Why do u NOT like Shashimi? How do I answer? I said: wakaranai. Sigh. Bad. But it's ok. Quite happy though.
Sigh Yantian.
Us in our malay dance performance. Don't we look different? 
All of us on Moere Mountain. Beautiful balloonz.
Warren, Me, Chongmin & group director Waka, @ Chitose Airport
Five handsome guys: Chongmin, Masato, Reo, Me, Warren.
Komachi, Me and Ga-me, my group leaders.
Sorry Chongmin, for sitting and talking so happily with Faustina on the plane. I know you're still mad/jealous at me, but I really don't have any feelings (now) towards her.
Thanks Terence, for all the wonderful times that we have spent together, especially during lunch, recess, after school, during RE, in info-comm, ya. Thanks for the file (although Junda koped the transparent one) and thanks for the anti-virus! Haha my internet rox thanks to you.
Thanks Mark, for all the ups and downs in our projects, our 'fruitful' discussions and the times I hung out with you. Try not to be so stony ok? Especially when we meet again in the future. We will, I promise.
Thanks JianHao, for letting me call u GUAI-LAN!!! Couldn't help it, so we will still be liddat after 10 years i guess. All the times we played together, did stupid stuff, said lame shit, ya, I will never forget.
Thanks my best friend CHX, for the projects and everything, and sorry for slacking for the chemistry i dunno what happened to me. Thanks for your forgiveness and understanding, your moral support in work and a close friend to me since Secondary 1. Remember first day in RI, we sat together, in the second row on the left near the window? Haha i will never forget that day. And why you change your specs i like the previous :P
Thanks Yantian, for being there when I always need someone to talk to, for accepting my requests of no specs, skirt, grow taller, grow where you are supposed to grow etc. Can't really survive long without you. And very sorry for everything. The stupid sh stuff that i say. The heartbreaking moments i've caused you. The chemistry research. Remember you alwayz, as the girl with the the memerizing voice, the cute face, the nice fun-to-be-with attitude, the girl with the broken smile... You're Beautiful. And I'm sooo sorry for making you wait. For me to call you. Now. Muackz.
Thanks Yuan Guang, for being my best friend since Primary 5, a childish friend that acts out our childish behaviours together, the fun and laughter we alwayz shared, the AV Reps together, the 苇奇幼稚！thingy, the Farterland, the stupid charge game, the times when we talked about girls, the Yu-Gi-Oh!, the nice fun times we spent talking in Chinese over the phone for hours, how we crushed on the same girl, how our thinking changes over the years. Thanks. Sniff...
There are still soo many ppl to thank but sooo short of time... The rest of the people, like Warren, Reo, Wee Jin, Jamie, Lucas Chee Cheen Bingx and everyone else will write next post. Now gotta go call yantian argh naughty girl.
Zzz.
A picture of my neighbourhood. White dots are bustops. Ya. I should have gone to HCI :'(
All this have been written from Chongmin's pof WITHOUT EDITTING. Day 1: Copyright Chongmin 2006.
-On the plane-
While I was singing,
1) Wei Chee: Yes, you can sing your hearts out, but if you do that then you may
have high blood pressure, due to the increased pressure in the plane
2) Wei Chee: I think that my ears would go "pop" as there is hydrogen inside
3) By Warren:
Warren: Have you brought your dance costume yet?
CM: I didn't bring it.... in my bag. It's in my luggage.
Warren: (talking to the girls) I forgot... to ask if you all have brought at the
airport
-On the transit plane-
1) Warren turns on the light. "Do you feel enlightened?"
2) Warren: Do not unbuckle your seatbelt!
Wei Chee: Then I would go through enlightenment (fly up and hit the lightbulb)
3) Wei Chee: Sensei, how big is your thumb drive?
As big as your thumb?
4) CM: Warren, the scenery is so beautiful, especially the sky.
Wei Chee: Oh, you mean me?
5) Warren: 15 minutes to landing, let's countdown
[Isn't he being lame?]
6) While we were quizzing each other on the plane about singers of songs
Melodies of life was sung by who?
Melody (name of one of the girls in our group)
7) When the plane is about to descend
CM: ssh.. 安静
Warren: 周杰伦
8) After I sang some stupid song about Wei Chee
Warren: ... ...
There's too many dots, I need Pacman to come eat up.. maybe one not enough, need
two, each Pacman take one side and eat up the dots
Day 2 night:
1) -While playing cards-
Translation of Bridge terms into Japanese ??!
Hearts: kokoro 心 （こころ）
Spades: (Inverse Heart) hantaikokoro 反?心 （はんたいこころ）
or supeido スペ?ド
Clubs: kurabu クラブ
No-trump: toramupu ga nai トラムプ がない
[We must have been too bored]
2) Warren: We shouldn't flirt.
WC: How do you define flirting?
Do you mean touching things that the girls touched before?
But then the cards are touched by you (Melody), and I have also touched it
before, so I'm flirting...
3) -Regarding our Art Director, Zoo-
Hey, look at our art director's photo in the program book.
Lol, art director - edit her own photo.
Day 3 morning:
1) WC: It's a bit cold, but it's ok, I'm already a KOH.
2) (when playing daifugo 大富翁 -> Japanese version of Asshole-tai ti)
Warren: Surely I will win, because my surname is Wong （翁）
3) Melody: I remember there was once, I played Tai-ti with myself, and won.
4) Warren: I thought 平民 (hei min) means poor
CM: hei へい (expressing disagreement; before that we were talking about how lame
a japanese show could be, as people think of absurd facts to send in, and if the
fact is absurd enough, they would say へい)
5) Sensei: I think you should 面灵思过 (zzz. scary sia.. some more now is 7th month)
6) At night, there were two prank calls, we were so scared that we all so scared
that we slept close to each other (the boys). So much for the 面灵思过.
Day 5:
1) WC: I eat a lot of shit, so I shit a lot.
2) WC: Hey CM, choose which girl you want leh, Melody or Faustina?
CM: Ok, if you want then I'll flip a coin. Heads-Melody, Tails-Faustina. Oh, I
don't have a coin now.
3) Melody: I want to bring the butter here back
WC: What for, you can always buy it in a barter trade.
Day 8: - On the plane to Narita Airport, Tokyo -
1) CM to Faustina: Are you fine?
Hey, I've changed sentence already, instead of "Are you OK".
[Lol I have been asking Faustina are you OK for about 6 times before the plane
ride already, as she looked very distressed]
2) -While I was wearing the hand towel provided by Coca Cola after I won their
mini-game-
WC: CM, why are you wearing a scarf. Oh I know, must be the jokes too cold
already...
Day 8 at Singapore Airport
- Warren staring at Faustina as she started to cry a bit (some emotional
problems)-
Sensei: Warren, you don't need to stare at Faustina.
Warren: No Sensei, I'm not looking at Faustina, I'm looking at... the cleaner at
the back. Wa, using some advanced vacuum cleaner I've never seen before.
An insightful, meaningful book for readers aged 12 to 18, aka teenagers. Wings, the main character, has to face his first hurt of having his dream to fly, to be a pilot, shattered due to the cruelty of myopia. As he searches for a meaning in life besides daydreaming, he found Scouting, where he was quick to adapt and started having fun to replace his sadness within. He found a true friend, Janet, his Akela, whom he can confide and talk to. As Wings mature into his teens, he has to taste the bitterness of the breaking up and separation of his parents, experiencing the tribulations of change in his friends and in himself. At age 14 and the introduction of the evil beings of the opposite gender, a story about growing up, innocence, first love, toughness and courage unfolds as Wings entangle himself in a difficult triangle of love with his good friend. Learn how Wings control and solve his strident urges of his young manhood and reveal the personal opinions, feelings and philosophies of Secondary School Students about sexuality. Wings tried to convince his friend not to two-time but to no avail, and seeing his friend progresses with his love, from holding hands, hugging, touching, fondling to petting and going all the way, he did the right thing by stopping them, saving his love from rape but did not confess his feelings to her in the end. The book shows the bad side of Secondary life, with smoking, alcohol, drugs and even sex. A interesting book that has convinced and altered all my misconceptions and strengthened my values, supporting me and giving me courage to not do the wrong thing, definitely a good read.
Hm Graduation Dinner. A big event. Am feeling sad. Why can't I sit with all my best friends? Wee Jin, Mark Cheok, Jamie Lee, Jian Hao, Chew Hui Xiang... Sigh. Miss y'all. I treasure friendship. Please accept each other? Especially Jamie. Mark cheok is nice. Why? Why? Why?
夜里，泪光闪闪。
What is with me and NYGH? Argh. I should have gone to HCI. Didn't noe of the Integrated Programme when i was in Primary 6. Argh i made a stupid and quite bad choice. Raffles Programme is a bit of a failure. Even Ming Quan said that he should have gone to HCI. Same here. Sigh.
PS: I was doing a chinese project cum website on Integrated Programmes.
I cried this morning/last night. I wonder why. You are supposed to be there when i need you the most. But you are the one that made me cry. Haiz.
You dun wanna fall too deep. I understand. Is there anyway to like someone openly without hurting oneself? I've gotta find one. To solve your misery.
Woke up at 7.30am with a start, and we went down to eat breakfast, talked, took some pictures etc. Then we checked out our luggage and went shopping from 9.15am onwards.
I bought 2 more boxes of Shiroi Koibito, alot more keychains/handphone straps and other misc stuff all the way until 12 noon where we returned to collect our luggage.
We checked in and took pictures until 12.30pm, and we were late. But it's okay, pictures taken were far much more important than anything. Game, waka, nana and komachi were there, together with the camera man, shimbun press people and organizers to send us off.
We went to eat lunch, treat from the organizers, and the fish/egg on top of rice combo was so-so. I ate the slowest i think :P
1.05pm, we are late. We quickly rushed to the departures area, with final hugs and kisses from our japanese friends, and our hokkaido dream coming to an end. Boo Hoo i cried, together with Faustina. Again. Are the rest too stoical?
The problem came. Chongmin had "accidentally" placed his scissors in Warren's bag, thinking that Warren will be checking in the bag as well. But he didn't. And it was found. Confiscated. Chongmin was quite pissed.
Went up the plane, me sitting with Warren window seat, Melody with Faustina in front and Chongmin and Pang Sensei in the middle isle. Faustina was unwell throughout the flight with her ears hurting. We tried hard to comfort/console/aid her but to no avail. Sigh.
We transferred at Narita airport, waited for almost 3 hours and we spent our time there doing last minute shoppings and i phoned home. Dad was like scolding me why i didn't call back. Sorry, was having too much fun.
I bought the most stuff, followed by Melody, then Warren, then Faustina then chongmin. Faustina didn't spend much until when she called her mum at Chitose Airport, where her mum allowed her to spend. She smiled. Chongmin didn't have a lot of money with him as he spent a lot during his homestay. His family was poor and have to pay everything himself, close to 10000 yen.
Pang Sensei treated us to this nice tasting wrap thingy, which was quite good.
I bought handphone straps on which birthdates were written on it to give to people. Find out later who.
Played some stupid jokes with the 500 yen big keychain with Warren and Melody, and then we left. We went through the customs checks. I was the first one to get past it and quickly went in to look for the Dior lipstick model no. 686 which my mum wanted. I couldn't find it, as the model appeared in the 2003 catalog but not in the 2006. Where did it go? The sales assistant recommended me to buy a similar colour, 759, for 2400 yen. My mum will like it i think.
Went on the plane, very afraid of the typhoon. My heart was like thumping and Warren and Chongmin felt it. They were shocked i guess.
Sat with Faustina on the plane window seat, with melody, chongmin and warren occupying the middle isle and Pang Sensei on the extreme right end of the other window seat.
Was very afraid and worried of Faustina, as her ears will hurt and i was busy asking her to drink water, keep herself hydrated, don't strain her voice, a friendly kind of caring. She played tetris and we talked, and we were soon fast asleep for quite a long while. Stupid Warren took a picture of us with flash sleeping and putting our heads together. Argh, we didn't wake up.
She was feeling really uncomfortable, and i tried very hard to care and consoling her.
We woke up late, ate dinner, listening to music and played cards. Quite fun, until the air hostess came and asked us to stop, cos everyone is sleeping and we are disturbing them.
Me and faustina slept for quite a long while again, but i woke up just in time to eat ice cream, but faustina didn't. I wanted to hold her close, but i didn't want her to be shocked or anything. She must be hurting like crazy, cos i was too, when the plane was descending and to somone who hasn't mastered the art of pressure controlling in her ears.
She slept, with me and melody beside her, until the plane landed safely onto Singapore at 0030. Our hokkaido dreams have come to an end. Sigh.
I cared so much that i forgotten that i had a full bladder, so she took care of my stuff while i went to the toilet in the plane after landing. I called my parents, telling them that im back. Faustina called hers, and she started crying and feeling sad. She was holding her tears until after the customs check in Singapore, where she cried. Something personal happened to her, and i shall not talk about personal matters. Sigh Faustina i feel really sad and bad for u. Stay Strong, dun cry. My shoulders are here for you to cry on?
We walked out to collect our luggage. I waved to everyone, cos i never wear my specs and i dunno where my parents are. I just waved blindly.
When moving out of the luggage area into the arrival hall, i stopped at the sliding door. This is it. Back to the real world. Goodbye everyone.
I took a glimpse of everyone else in their parent's arms, especially at Faustina. What will happen? We took a group photo together at the airport and we left on separate ways.
Called tiannie and yuan guang on my way home. They not sleeping yet, i wonder why.
Just reached home and has bathed, am using MSN and toking to tiannie/yuan guang now. 2.30am. Gotta go sleep le. Gdnite everyone.
Faustina, stay strong.
HOKKAIDO TRIP THE END.
Me and Warren sat together and toked lots of crap about our host families and stuff. Faustina saw me at Maeda Forest Park BBQ-ing the previous day, but i didn't hear her calling my name. Sigh. If not i would have turned to meet her. Sigh!!!
It so happens to me that i was the luckiest one in the group who has gone to so many places. Wow. I feel... lucky.
We reached Coca Cola Factory at 2 plus, visited the factory, but we aren't really paying attention to it until the games part, where chongmin by accident kicked the number 9 twice, earning him a towel. Wow. It has replaced me as his prized possession, hung around his neck for the rest of the day until the flight back to Singapore.I missed both :P Faustina and Melody got a small keychain each for hitting 1.
We got pwned in the puzzle game. Sigh stupid Korea.
In the end the first place and last place, Korea and China, got the coca cola towel as prizes. Warren is telling me like wtf, you get congratulated for being the last place.
We immediately changed into formal attires after the games, and all the gals really looked damn cute and charming. Esp game and komachi! Their japanese kimono rox. Especially game, with her minnie mouse ears!!! Muahaha.
Three of us dressed really neatly. Gals will fall for us. Im sure of tt. A philipino came to ask me to take photos with her. Wow gals dun get jealous :P
The gals are also not bad. They looked really awkward in their 'banana' blaziers and skirt. Especially fausty, her skirt is more than 3 fingers above her knees. Shes tall i guess. Long legz
We went to the TV Tower in the middle of Odori Park. Climbed 5 floors of staircases to the function room. Quite cool, everyone in a happy mood, toking, eating and interacting with host families.
We ate first, then we were showed the flash animations of the different pictures that were taken of us during the entire duration of the programme. I nearly cried there and then, but i stopped myself.
After that it is our turn to make our final finale speech. Chongmin and Melody spoke in Japanese and English respectively, while Warren and Pang Sensei talked about Singapore's National day and we sang a song: Singapore Town. I think everyone enjoyed it.
Then we went around taking pictures of everyone's host family. Can't wait to get my hands on them Pang Sensei hurry up compile!!!
Too bad ken chan didn't come. Boo Hoo. He was sleeping i guess.
Then it is time to go. Final pictures taken with everyone, and then we left. I almost cried when the host family left. Sigh. When getting up the bus and waving goodbye to everyone, I cried. Faustina cried. I wonder why. Seeing Nana, Waka, Game, Komachi and everyone else waving made me cry. Hard.
We talked in the bus all the way, with Faustina sitting beside me and us still crying. Sniff.
Reached Chitose Airport, checked in to the Mitsui Urban Hotel there and played cards, talked, ate throughout the night until 2.30am. Wow. We lasted quite long. And i accidentally locked myself in as i have taken sensei's room key instead of ours. How careless i felt really bad.
From: Ning Xin
お早うございます! こんにちわ! Whateva that applies.
Haha, sounds like a damn good experience in Japan. Quite interesting, like the dustbins, cuz all the pics I saw of Japan have dustbins (but i guess i nv see any hokkaido pics yet). And the toilet sounds cool... カッコイイ! By the way, the Japan currency dropped quite a bit since last yr (good for u :)), cuz it was 1.67 last dec, but i bet it's useless trivia to u. Anyway, where is that Sapporo place.. is it one of the four main Japanese islands (kyushu, hokkaido, honshu.. ?), cuz i cant remb my jap geography very well. And for the toilet part, fyi, all my relatives in malaysia has the seperate toilet and bathroom thing going on, so the joint toilet and bathroom may be juz a singaporean weird thing.
Thanks for e email, it's really totful of you, seeing tt we dun really noe each other, and i always snappy to you online (i hv no idea wad's my problem though).
From: Me
No dustbins on the roads. WTF. Are they sooo scared of terrorists?
I have learnt not to immediately crush my sweet wrapping paper after putting the thing in my mouth. I regretted crushing it. Now i dun have any place to spit my gum on. Sigh.
Since ytd when i arrived at host family's house, i havent shitted yet. Shit.
And i dun understand y japanese homes have their toilets and bath toilets separated. The toilet with the sink and toilet bowl isnext to the living/dining room next to my room. The bath toilet with a tap and shower is hidden all the way in the garage. Wow.
Now my favourite phrase became: シンガポールは ｘｘｘ もある。 xxx Singapore also got. That is the most commonly used phrase besides arigatou. Thank you. Another fav phrase is wakaranai. I dun understand.
I suddenly feel that i am a big light bulb. I come in between them. HAHA. Honeymoon 3 mth only sian i feel damn bad. Ha.
And the carpark sux. OMG for 4 hours cost 1750 yen. 1000 yen = $13.40 sing dollars so do the conversion urself. Singapore 4 hours only $2 per entry lorh. Sian High standard of living.
Went out at about 7.21pm after playing Winning Eleven on PS2 and bathing. A short car ride to Susukimo, Sapporo's busiest beer drinking nightlifing street.
Went to this sucky restaurant that is fxxxing expensive. First time ate salmon eggs in my life. Cool taste like small balls of pus slurp. The beef, chicken and pork are as delicious as usual, but what enticed me is the radish. The radish rox omg, nice, slurpy, good sauce, wow. There is tempura too. Show the pictures when i come home. The restaurant is really hi-tech like the plane. At the press of a wireless bell a waitress will come. The waitress uses a PDA which immediate send orders to the kitchen. Food is served quickly. We have to deposit our shoes outside and then come in. The food sux. 5000 yen for something tt neither one of us is filling. Sigh.
Walked to Odori Park 5 minutes, quite fast. Dark sia, camera sux at taking, cannot see much. But good greenery and the Summer festival is going on there. Quite nice and bustling. People getting drunk, drinking beer, playing a fool, drumming away, busking etc. Cool nite.
I wanted to take the train to JR Tower, so they agreed willingly and paid for my fare. 1 stop from Odori Park. 200 yen wat the... soo ex. Singapore less than 2 bucks 100 yen = $1.34 go calculate urself. Siao. 1 stop only lorh. Its ok never xperienced before quite fun. Ticket got "confiscated" though... But the ride quite nice. Even though no air con natural air of fast moving velocity of train creates fast convection currents and thus keep the air cool. LOLX physics sry warren.
Then went up to theJR Tower, 700 yen for adults 500 yen for me. Coolio shit im on top of sapporo, the tallest building of 58 storeys on JR Tower. And there i made a wish. On the dream tree. Guess the dream. U guessed it right. Something to do with gals and stuff, ya. Hope it comes true. Then i pity all the gals on earth :P
They bought me a coin that i printed "sky koh wei qi was here" on it, with a JR Tower logo and stuff. Its quite coolio, jus tt they bought 2 keychain holders by mistake. LOLX. Im used to the paiseh feeling liao so accept it lorh. Ha. The trip up and down the elevator is suffocating. So long until i took numerous pics in it. Ha.
Took pics of even the toilet. Kao its transparent see through bottom floor siao kao cool like shit took pics.
We took a 20 minute walk of 2 stations from JR Tower to SUSUKIMO. Rox. Tired like shiet, think that they dun wanna waste money again on the train :P
Here i am, at home, emailing, MSNing. Gonna slp soon and looking forward to tmr. Goodbye!
PS: Looking forward to more adventures and visiting new places, and also remeeting my darlings from Singapore together on this trip, warren, chongmin, mel, faus, pang sensei. HAHA.
The nite: Hot. With fanatically sweet dreams.
Second PS: im gonna continue my winning eleven on PS2.
CHONGMIN: EH i bought the blueberries for Mrs Kua, but i scared not enough. I bought 2 packeted ones 1 for 1050 yen, so try to help me find. Please reply thanks.
WARREN: Dun fall sick. Yupp 2 more days to go hold it there. And i miss ur de-o. I stink now.
FAUS: I noe u miss everyone, pity u cos of ur family and location. Come on, we will meet each other tmr wun we? Haha.
Mel: I dun need to worry bout u larh, jap pro, survivor, strong gal. Adventurous. See u tmr.
Tiannie: Stop thinking bout me. And ure not stupid. Mama's lying.
Qing: Help me tell mum ok? Tell her dun worry i only have an ulcer not gonna die so soon. And there is very little water here. Drought? I wonder. My urine's super concentrated.
LYG: TTY when im back.
Terence: Eh wat u want? Dunno what to get u. Comics? Gum? Keychain would be nice.
Mrs Kua: Ignore above and close one eye. Thanks :P
Ningxin: Wat u want? im gonna get u something. Comics? Poster? Better hurry reply. Miss u on MSN.
Mark: Stop sniggering in the background.
Sky Koh Wei Chee
From: Me
Things to note:
Firstly, you CAN use shoes in the house. it is like wtf?! but not in the room. There is a step up on the room, about 20cm upwards and the rooms are separated by a rattan cover which can be pulled down when sleeping.
Oh yupp there is a cute shiba dog at home, cute 1 year old super hyper active. OMG it rox!!! Problem is, it doesnt play fetch. I wonder why. It will chase after something else even if i throw the ball. Erps.
There is a damn cool touch screen on board the car. It allows u to watch tv, tell u how to get around, simulating the roads, car and direction instantly via the internet. Cool eh?
The toilet bowl. What a suaku i am. I accidentally pressed the water on button, thinking tt it will flush the bowl with tremendous force. In the end the stupid thing sprayed up my ass. ;P Super hi-tech, even have a dryer for ur ass.
Haha jus reached home, we left house super early today.
Today woke up at 8. Stupid dog! ARGH. Ate breakfast, left house at 9. We went to buy things like juice, water, then went to maeda forest park, but didnt have the opportunity to take a picture with mt taene!! ARGH lots of fog and mt taene couldnt be seen.
Had lunch with the host family's friend. Coolio. BBQ. Now my nicest shirt stinks. WTF. But damn nice food, esp chicken, beef and pork!!! I asked for more, so paiseh... Tsk nvm larh. Typical Singaporean.
First time eat shellfish. Yuck. The real one, where they are freshly caught from the sea and put to death under my tongue. A bit hard though. Rox! But my family didnt eat much. Love them. Came becos for me to try. OMG they are super good. Zan Nen Da! And i saw them pay his friend. 1000 yen i think. Sigh. Took pics with his friends.
Suddenly realized that the female host noes how to drive. Woah cool. They are married for only 3 mths. No children yet. Or shld be pregnant i guess.
I cant believe my eyes when i saw the outside temp on the car, is 39 degrees. OMG. Singapore 39? haha. Hokkaido drought?
And i feel so stressed. Everything use jap. But nvm i can survive. I will survive.
12 plus we went to this shopping centre cheapo one, to buy cheap stuff.
CHX PLEASE LOOK HERE NOW: I BOUGHT A BLEACH 23 FOR U. DUN BUY. Bought for 250 yen, sing dollar 3.35.
MARK CHEOK LOOK HERE NOW: BOUGHT A YUGIOH PACK OF CARDS FOR U. Bought for 800 yen.
WEE JIN JAMIE LOOK HERE NOW: BOUGHT GUM FOR U TO CHEW ON. CONFIRM HOT UNTIL DIE. TRY IT!!! 88 yen>>> the one tt mel/chongmin bought for 105 yen. HAHA.
Wanted to buy bag, nike, coolio, rocker, sling, but too expensive.
Wanted to buy shoe, addidas, red strap, 3999 yen, but not very nice.
HAHA Warren u gotta be jealous of this: I went to the Shiroi Koibito Factory!!! Haha. Took nice cute pics, bought 5 boxes of it for 600 yen w/o tax each. w/ tax 630 duh 5% tax.
They treated me to chocolate ice cream 250 yen!! Damn paiseh again. Woah they really damn good to me leh.
And we talked about BOA on the car.
Went to the Beer museum as requested by me. Took some photos, free anyway the entrance fee. Coolio beer making techniques. Worthwhile going.
They bought me a cup 1400 yen again. OMG!!! Paiseh again. Sigh. I bought a magnet beer thingy, 370 yen. Wow i spend man.
on the way back to the car, passed by this huge shopping center called Airo. They paid 1000 yen to get a renowned artist to draw a pic of me for me. WTF i damn paiseh when i want to give my money they gave liao. ;P lolx. How? Quite nice, the pic. Resembles me too.
Now reached home. Nth to do. MSN-ing. Warren/Chongmin/Melody/Faustina shld go where i went quite fun esp the Shiroi Koibito Park and the Beer Museum its really worthwhile. I may be online quite late later, at about 11-12 Japan time. I going to Odori Park, Downtown area, Susukino and JR Tower tt side. Ya. TTYL I G2g le. Later. b
Sky Koh Wei Chee
From: Xiao Qing
Hey boy,
Your mommy called me just now and ask me to tell u remember to give ur host family the gifts u bought for them..
n also when they go out to buy things, go with them. Don't stay at home... if not later, no one have the time to bring u out again, thn u cannt buy ur omiyage...so just follow them when they ask u along..ok?
And keep ur money n belongings properly when u on ur way back to singapore..
Lastly, enjoy urself!!
From: Me
Just came back, tired like shiet.
Came back, send email, then went out again.
Have 1 cute gal, 1 cute boy, gal 1 year old, boy 3 year old. Boy quite shy, but nvm can tok to him. Played Scissors, papers stone with him. Host family quite cool, have this coolio guy married to this quite chio gal of age 30. Married 4 3 mths, no children yet. Children from the chio gal`s sister. LOLX. Both children*. They noe little english, ohmigod everything is done in japanese.
Stress. Arh. Its ok i learn.
Today went to quite a lot of places. After dinner at their house (9.30pm), acutally want to go on sen, but i changed my mind cos go before liao. I shy oso. :P. We went to this great mountain by the name of Mou Iwa Mountain, where u can see the whole of Sapporo from there. Costs 660 yen to go up. Quite nice. Took pics. ;P
Bought some stuff there for tiannie and I. Noe when i come back.
After that, we went downtown to Odori Park, 10.30pm, find it closed. Zan Nen. Tmr go again nvm, cos their house very near the downtown area. Ya.
Thats all for today, g2g slp le. TTY Again.
Sry faus, mel, warren, cm, didnt come online. We shall meet again same time tmr if we have fate. Haha.
Sky Koh Wei Chee
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From: Me
Hi, at my home stay`s house now! Rocks! My home stay family not bad! haha. tell mum im alright and sry for not calling. expensive ha.
Today we went to Moere Park again, to do the art programmes. Firstly we arrived there, went to immediately take a short walk and continued making our beautiful sculptures we have started the previous day. Haha then we had lunch.
Today`s lunch wasnt really good. Two pieces of bread. tsk. And tempura and stuff. Ya. Moreover, after the lunch, we did really `cool` things like tying up lots of balloons to make the entire mountain white. Ha. ENTIRE. Quite boring day spent there.
Spent good times with every one else, me, chongmin, melody, faustina and warren. Haha quite funny. The gals said i was weird. Wateva.
We went up the hill, went down the hill, took lots of pics of everyone and myself!!!! Haha. Show u all when im back.
we had great fun tying balloons, transporting them, making our side of the mountain white haha.
Then closing ceremony, then went back to the art room, gave a speech, ended. Reo, my best jap friend, missed him. haiz. Zan Nen ne. I hope to meet him and the others again. They ran after us on the bus!! ohmigod i was soo touched, i cried. tsk. sniff. wat will the gals think of me.
Missed u all jap friends.
Took bus to Hokkaido ShimBun press in sapporo. Met host family. Cool, we will have enjoyable times. Wow the dog rox. likes me. And they brought me to the old church opposite to take a look and stuff. Jus reached their home. They rock. Gave me a queen sized guest room! coolio. Very nice, think my japanese not bad. HAHA I LAUGH.
Am now using the computer. toking on msn. miss u. Ha. Help me tell my mum about this +).
MUM: im alright, dun worry. feel that chongmin abit sick, hope he can take care of himself and rmbr his belongings!! ha. everything is well, but i hate the part about me using the computer. They left to buy stuff. I SHOULD HAVE GONE WTF!! ARGH. Nvm. But their house damn near to the downtown area. Coolio. Will eat well, sleep well, dun u worry. Dun want to call u, expensive. Ya.
TIANNIE: DUN MISS ME. CALL U WHEN I REACH HOME.
CHONGMIN: RMBR UR STUFF!!!
YUAN GUANG: I WILL CALL U FIRST BEFORE TIANNIE. HA.
WARREN: Take care dun fall sick. Ya.
FAUS, MEL: Tell me what happened!!! haha i want to noe. and write down everything we learn.
Bye everyone! Bye BYe Bye. tty again tmr or sth. EMAIL. HA. FAUS MEL WARREN CM TONITE 9 - 10 JAPAN TIME. HAHA.
Sky Koh Wei Chee
From: Yantian
eh? why tmr leaving them liaoz? i thought you staying until 8th? hm. i like the sekai heiwa wish.. it's nice. :) anyway i am leaving home in 1 hr time! got rehearsal for gym fiesta performance, i am the back stage crew... damn tired liaoz... but still must go! must help!! then at night around 7.30-9 the performance will begin... tts why you don't see me online these few days.. yupp. btw i did not dominate my chem test :(:(... i got second... first in class is first in level la. ARGH. why is she in my class!! haha jkjk. she's a real nice person actually... and for my chi compo test... i thought i screwed it up... yet i got 46/50.. which is actually like 5th in class.. hm. wat's wrong with my class manz. my piano exam also coming soon... i very scared leh coz i feel damn unprepared although i practised so hard... my sunday will be dedicated to piano practice... sigh.
hm. i better go bathe le! yesterday came back at 11.30pm now must go again... yupp. missed you too!
Love,
Yantian
From: Me
Hi,
We went to Moere Park at 10am, then spent our 1 hour strolling and walking through the mountains, climb a small hill, saw ppl playing with water in a man-made beach, watch the Legend of Moere Mountain at 11am, then we start drawing our wishes to the children 100 years later. I drew sekai heiwa, people of different races holding hands. Then we had lunch on some small hill facing the glass pyramid. Then we took some cute photos of us doing some pentagon formation, then we start making our balloons into our a sculpture, and i bend and make a cute dog. Then was our performance. We performed quite okay, with the gals screwing up abit. We looked cool. Then 5pm we returned, talked on the bus, get our japanese friends to sign and write on our books. Ya then we came back, and nows our free time. 18.16 now. g2g le. Missed u! gotta go upstairs pack, tmr leaving them liao. So sad. Luv them all. 18.30 dinner. ttyl b.
From: Me
today quite fun, was sports day,
Morning we woke up damn early like 7am and immediately did@some stupid exercises like swinging our arms, bending down and streching.
Then was breakfast. Yuckx same meals is soo sian.
Then we went to the gym and basically started the IYE Sports Meeting thingy, where countries pitch against one another and play some vigorous games.
First was some borrowing game, a bit like blow wind blow, where contestants were given a card and they will have to find a person that matches whateva the card says, like find a boy, a person with red socks, a person wearing blue etc. We won first, yay Singapore!!!
Then was the throwing ball game, where we throw stupid bean bags high up into a ratten basket. Ouch. We sucked though. I aimed and scored only 7. Total was 34. New Zealand pwned us flat. 2nd for Singapore.
3rd game was fortune game, when the last get first. We got 7th, so we got 2nd. LOLX.
From: Xiao Qing
Waaahh..sounds GRRRREeeat!!!
So u are doing all these in japanese? Mixing with the japanese there?
R they nice?
good chance to practice, isnt it?
take more pictures!
From: Yantian
hm. sounds like you are enjoying yourself totally! :)
and for me, my physics test is okay, and okay means can pass but might be lousy pass. haiz. while doing test everything in my head was lyk, if i fail i will get dumped. lol. today had math quiz, should be 9/10. one stupid careless mistake! ARGH.
eating dinner now. note time: 8.14pm. late sia. just now was out at Funan to practise piano at examination room. exam coming on 7th August... scary! but i know a secret trick: play like i am playing for you, then i'll play well. haha. :P
later i gtg study for chem quiz le.... will always think of you while mugging. you are my motivation, rmb?
well, continue to enjoy and treasure the time you have there! it is a once in a lifetime experience. have fun! Love you! Gtg do homework b4 my mum starts scolding again....
Love,
Yan Tian
From: Me
Ha. today quite fun. 2nd day liao, loved every minute of it. Muacks, luv u. Dun worry about me, im fine.
Today basically we played stupid games like trying to noe each other better, and in chronological order we did:
We got to noe each other thru icebreakers, lyk intro ourselves, self introduction played scissors, papers, stone with everyone, quite fun.
After lunch, opening ceremony, then we played volleyball and stuff, then we sat down and played stupid games like ball passing, hula@hoop crossing, silence game or sth liddat where u have to use hands to represent numbers to line up in birthday/siblings, whistle and drum representing boyz and gals, how many beats of each muz find how many boyz/gals etc.
So it was quite fun, haha. Gonna practice our dance now. Now 18:51. ttyl!
Love u!!!
From Xiao Qing
Yah yah...ok..this is from my mommy: Wear more clothes n keep urself warm..
She told me to tell u to take care of urself this morning whn she knew that i can email u..haha..
so now u are all communicating thru me le..hahah...
keep me updated on stuff in Hokkiado..n ur host family. ^^
From: Me
Haha. Luv u all!!! OMG quite cold over here i guess. Kao im gonna eat breakfast now, so hungry, ARGH. Later email u again? haha. I will take care of myself, ask mum dun worry. Our time is 1 hour faster, so ttyl, ya.
Sayounara!
From Xiao Qing
Weiqi!!!
Not sure if u will be checking your mails..bt if u are...
How's Hokkiado???
Heard the place's cold...try to keep urself warm...
I heard that the sceneries are amazing..
Enjoy urself man!
I was talking to ur mommy just now..
n she told me to tell u that ur phone cannt be used in Japan..
only 3G phones can be used. (Japn is too high tech already la..)
So although auto roaming has been enabled, u cant send sms or make any phone calls.
So.. ur mommy asked u to buy the international calling card there..n to call her when u can ...preferably at night, whn she is at home..ok?
Reply to me, or msn me whn u read this email.
Enjoy enjoy enjoy!!!
Sigh... due to certain unforseen circumstances, I have decided to propose a long-d (distance) relationship. Sigh i noe, everyone will be laughing at me now, thinking im a failure. Sad. It's okay. I dun care about how others think. I care about how u think. And i hope u think the right way. And she agreed to my "proposal". Im glad. So im gonna call her only once a week. Yupp. And that is the only time we can be together. That's our time. Friday/Sat morn, 12am. Set. In school now. Doing stupid things like blogging. Haiz. What to do? Sch life is boring. Together with Terence and Chongmin. Now. Physically. But my heart is somewhere else. Somewhere deep down within, in your heart.
Hm people will think that i was dumped. Seriously, the reasons why I have proposed this was due to several reasons.
Firstly, due to us not wanting to affect our homework. In this stage of life, where it concerns your future, you have to be decisive. Prioritize. Make sure that your first priority is always studies. Studies should take precedence. Seriously. As chongmin has suggested. And as what my mum always say. Study hard, get a gf later in life oso can.
Secondly, we want to be free. A relationship is difficult to keep, maintain and we are only 16. We muz keep our options open to everyone, and not limit ourselves to only 1 guy/gal, like what we r doing now. Sigh. I hope from this, i noe i still like her the most, but i hope that she wun get jealous when i go after other gals. Cos it's normal. Open ourselves to more people, foster more friendship and perhaps relationships, then choose the best one later in life.
Thirdly, because of our parents. Particularly mine. The 31st cold war has just erupted between me and my mum. Over her. And she feels sad. Sigh what should i do? Make my mum happy by not going steady and neglect her for the time being? Results in a long d relationship. Sigh.
Fourthly, she is afraid of hurting me. Bad. Always when i fell too deep she's quite concerned. So am I. So we keep a distance from each other, will definitely decrease our desire for each other.
And she agreed to go as far as hugs. Im not despo. I dun want to hug her. I just want to get closer to me. Make her noe i care. That im beside her when she needs me. Esp when she cries.
Love u. Love school.
Wow what a night for me yesterday.
We started off talking about stupid topics like *** and bgfs, values and principles of life and finally proceeded on to me asking her which stages of relationship will she allow.
1.Holding hands
2.Holding shoulders
3.Hugging
4.Kiss on cheek
5.Kiss on lips
6.Hugging with hands auto-roaming aka ‘feel’ trips
7.French Kissing
8.Then all those stuff that you fantasize about (sick stuff)
She said stages 1 and 2 can… but I was saying: “How could I make my gal feel loved without stage 3?” So we “bargained” for hours. “How could I love without hugs?”
But I understand why she refused. Her principles disallow. She said that she is afraid of going too fast. We are only 16. She knew I won’t hurt her, but she’s afraid of hurting me and the time has come.
Then we cried. I started first. She said in this case she will bend the rules and hoped she’s beside me to comfort me. Hug me. I said: “It’s against YOUR principles.” How insensitive. Then she cried. Hm… How ironical. 2 ppl crying for each other. But can only have their bolsters next to them to comfort and hug. And imagining the bolster is the other party. I pity the bolster :P
She said it was nice that I asked her what to and what not to and respect her decision. Hm. The first time I had cried for a gal. Hm. What has become of me.
She gave me a reluctant reply. I wasn’t actually gonna be that kind of guy to hug her and never to let go all the way. I simply meant for us to get closer together. And I’m not gonna progress past stage 5 before 21.
I wanna listen to her reply. Its almost 12. Have she woken up? Bet she is still tired. And drowsy. With red eyes. Same here.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 6.29pm
haiz.. i know i am a person who is lousy and un-understandable. basically, i suck. don't know exactly why someone will like me. for my immaturity? youth? cuteness? voice? tt sounds like i am vulnerable to other gals winning you from me. other gals who are younger. more immature. prettier. cuter. less sucky. but what can i do? snatch you away from them? sometimes i wonder, if you fall for someone else, what will be my reaction? cry like i always do. or worse. i don't wanna think about it.
i don't know how to express my love for you. i love you so much... so much that i think of you every minute, every second, every time. so much that i have become delirious. that i can neglect my studies. that i can crazily smile to myself when i think of you. get lost in your voice. the charming laughter. everything about you.
well, i just don't say it, but sometimes i imagine myself in your arms, locked in lips with you, hands warmed up by you, even living with you forever. and i don't like telling people about this. i don't like people calling me a despo. but you can call me that now. coz i know i am one. wow i am a despo.
because it is you, i don't mind being a retard. i don't mind being called a noob. i don't mind you laughing at me. because it is you. do you think someone will enjoy being called a noob or retard? i obviously also like people calling me smart or something similar. But because of you, i don't mind. I enjoy being a retard, because at least you will rmb me, as a retard. and to me, tts enough. once you are happy, i am.
sometimes, you always try to say things to make me feel jealous. probably to test me. i don't exactly tell you that i am jealous. i always say my fave phrase "er.... hm." or something. whenever you tell me about other gals, i get all uptight and worried. afraid that you might fall for them. afraid of losing you. but i should think more positively. you tell me because you want me to know. you don't want to deceive me in any way. i understand. i will.
i think too much. you wanna name your child Rui Qi. is it because it's WR + WQ = RQ? LOL. i hate myself. for thinking too much. WOW. tsk. i hate myself.
i always receive your calls. i seem to appear very free, probably i am not. i just place you in higher priority. i thought that i can always pia after you sleep. i must treasure my time with you. even if it means lack of sleep. now my dark circles and eye bags are appearing. i look horrid.
come on, it's not that you are insensitive. i am the one, counting the number of times i hurt you. at least you say it out. i don't. i suck. hm. i wonder, how can you be so open about ur feelings? why am i always unable to do the same? why am i constantly hurting you? unable to give you what you want.. i suck.
in conclusion: i suck. because i love you.
You are the first gal that cried for me. I was moved. And twice somemore. <3 u foreva.
G2g le. Mugging for math tmr. Although i not very confident. But will always think of u.
Gdnite.
Why do we always quarrel? 难道打是疼骂是爱? I dun believe. We need trust. We need what we consider a REAL relationship. Yupp we need that. The thing that has always been missing. The thing that sticks guys and gals together. The glue. Contact. Am i being too mean? You ain't a retard. I am. Couldn't appreciate you. Rmbr the incident about me putting down suddenly and have u call me 34 times from 4 to 5am? Even yg was shocked. He called me 6 times at 1.30am. I know u care. I didn't mean to break your heart. I was too insensitive. Rmbr the incident about u telling faus about her being mean to me? Ya. I noe u care. Tts y u did that. I was too insensitive. Rmbr several times I put down and tried very hard to act sad when i didn't get my heartwarming last words from u? I forced you so hard against your will. I noe you care. But you dun show. And i wun noe. It's not your fault. Im too demanding. I was too insensitive. Rmbr several times I laughed, joked and called you evil things? Rmbr several times I joked of other gals and said great things about them? I was trying to share. I didn't noe it hurts. I didn't noe you took it seriously. Sorry for being a retard. A quote from chongmin, "A retard is someone who has nothing left in his right brain and nothing right in his left brain." I was too insensitive. ------------------------------------------------- Rmbr ytd, where we were toking about me <3 u is greater than u <3 me? And i said all sorts of stupid things? Saying i was testing you? I broke your heart. I was too insensitive. After reading this, choose an option and go to the next stage:
Rmbr ytd, i was rapping to you about wr's bdae? And i said things that you didn't wanna hear? Like wr being my greatest crush or sth? I was trying to share how i felt. I broke your heart. I was too insensitive.
Rmbr just ytd, u told me about when you think that a gal is not chio, please dun say it in front of her? Im sorry. I shouldn't have suaned you and said " Tiannie, you're DAMN chio!!!" omfg how i broke your heart. I was too insensitive.
hm it's my fault. I HAVE BEEN TOO INSENSITIVE.
A) Ditch/dump/throw/toss me for my insensitivity for a better guy.
B) Slap me. WHACK.
C) Postpone this relationship. Put it on hold.
D) Forgive me. This shouldn't be the answer.
CWR
KYT - Current
CCFS
FLYP
Rain
HSH
NRY
QPX
In close contact:
KYT
FLYP
CCFS
GLJX
Dear Tian:
Keep this msg. I will come looking 4 u on 27 Feb 2011. Wait 4 me til when i am ready. this is my promise to u tt i wun forget. I love u.
Frenz 4eva, weiqi.
From : Yan Tian
Sent : Tuesday, July 4, 2006 1:00 AM
To : skykohwc@hotmail.com
Subject : letter 3
do you know why i don't like to say last words? i don't want to make you or myself fall deeper again.. and thus i promised myself not to say them, because i know it's best for us not to fall so deep again and experience the agony once more...
sometimes i do say them, which makes you happy, but i am disappointed with myself for breaking the promise i made to myself. and when i don't, you will be sad, and this breaks my heart. but i am still contented about the fact that i managed to keep my promise with myself. both ways i will be sad, but i've got to make a choice. the correct one. fast. but sometimes i wonder, is what i am doing now right? should i extinguish this flame of passion once and for all and hurt you, rekindling it back 4.5 years later? or should i continue with this passion which i know is at the wrong time, but not hurt you?
please try to understand me. the fact that i dun say last words is not because i don't mean what i say, but because i have made this promise with myself, and i don't intend to break it. i'm not letting my heart rule over my head.
i know you don't trust me. i must admit i sometimes also do not trust you. the only way for me to trust you is that i am certain that you will not break the promise; the only way for you to trust me to to be certain that i will not break the promise. so... yea. i'll rather we act like siblings for now... and 4.5 years later get together. then suffer the fate of everyone disagreeing with our relationship. coz in this way, we'll also be sad. but i think in the former, we'll at least be reassured of our stand. and probably get hurt for a shorter time. i will surely want a relationship where everyone supports our relationship then like now.
yupp. have a nice day. :)
- yantian
From : Yantian Koh
Sent : Friday, June 30, 2006 1:30 AM
To : skykohwc@hotmail.com
Subject : letter 2
*PS: no forwarding to YG again! (confidential)
hey, why you suddenly put down again? every time you do this, i'll always feel so worried about you that i can't get to sleep... well, now i would like to tell you something.. hope it is not hurting, because i am being very straightforward here.
i totally understand the one-sided feeling you have, mainly because i, myself, have felt the same way as you do.. this feeling comes and goes, sometimes it comes so badly that i cry. i mean it. i know i've always unknowingly make you have that horrid feeling, probably because i do not show my emotions and how much i love you... i.e. i don't make you feel loved. frankly, you should have realised, that i am rather uncomfortable in openly showing how much i love to you, as i was afraid that i might be taken as being very flirty(which is the last thing i want to show about myself). I cannot deny that this is probably my weakness in this kind of relationships, as you would not know what i am feeling and thus the insecurity part comes in.
basically, the reason that i am unwilling to show that i love you is because of the promise of starting the relationship 1703 days later. you've made it clear that we are purely friends now, but you should have noticed that we are still not acting like friends. we've seriously not made a clean break between bgfs and friends. knowing that we are friends, I believe i have hidden my affections pretty well. self-control is very important in this area, but i do not want to know that because of me trying very hard to just become good friends, i've hurt you. i sincerely do not want you to fall too deep again (which i think you might have). I totally understand the harsh agony of falling too deep and not having the power to relieve yourself of this agony, because i have experienced it myself, when i have written my first letter. i have felt the same pain as you did, the feeling of wanting to disappear from the face of this earth and never come back. the feeling of wanting you so much but feel so helpless about what is happening, and not knowing what to do to salvage this. i do not want the guy of my heart to feel this way.
all in all, we lack a key factor: trust. we lack the trust that both of us will keep by this promise. i must admit that i often suspect that you might not keep this promise, and before 1703 days even past, you will forget me. this feeling is inevitable, i believe you feel the same. you might feel that i might like someone else, and forget all about you. but let me tell you, i am considered serious when it comes to relationships. if i every have a boyfren, i will treat him in a way where i am certain he is the ONE, or my future husband. i have never wanted to "play the field" or have many boyfriends, because i think it is weird to know that i have had many close contacts with guys before. thus, i am reserved when it comes to relationships, always making sure that the person likes me a lot before even commiting into a relationship. and you are the first one i believe in. if not, i will never have agreed to the promise.
probably in the future, you will have the one-sided feeling again... this feeling will always be present, in every relationship, esp this one, where we are both unsure of each other yet. often, i find it impossible that we could last 1703 days, with both of us going to JC and meeting people of the opposite sex, probably better ones that ourselves. i have never held high hopes that we will last 1703 days, but secretly in my heart, i have wished that it would happen. if we every last 1703 days, i am certain that our relationship would be very strong, and we would last forever.
last words: believe in me, as much as how much i believe in you. if you are able to believe in me, the one-sided feeling will never come back again. sometimes, i do get the one-sided feeling as well, but i constantly remind myself that you will never break your promise. at least, even if 1703 days later we are unable to become bgfs, we will still be extremely good friends.
hope you have learnt much more about me... study hard and stay smart! always be the perfect (at least in my heart) weiqi i've always known!
love, Yantian
From: "Yantian Koh"
To: skykohwc@hotmail.com
Subject: letter
Date: Sun, 18 Jun 2006 01:07:30 +0800
Just wanted to say something from the bottom of my heart now... I might not be able to express myself very well... but I really plucked up a lot of courage to say it… and took the risk of you hating me.. so forgive me if it sounds nonsensical but I want to say it now before I don’t have any chance in the future...
actually you might not know that but I really like you a lot… and this is my first time feeling this way… and sometimes my whole mind is filled with you that I am unable to concentrate on my own stuff… sometimes I deny wanting to hold your hand or lying on your shoulder… coz I was afraid that you might think that I am an “anyhow” person…but actually I feel otherwise... I don’t know whether you have this feeling but it’s true... I really enjoy all the times I had with you… I get really happy… whenever I feel down… the first person I thought of was always you… and sometimes once I put down the phone or when you go offline… I suddenly feel lost… I get rather insecure and worried… about whether the promise will be forgotten… coz 4.5 years is long... this feeling is really very bad… sour and cry-able (you get what I mean)…I know I am weak but sometimes I feel that bad I cry… I guess that is my weak point here… and sometimes I want to call you but I was afraid that you might be angry with me for being irritating and expecting too much from you... I have never told you about this nor shown in any way coz I was really afraid that you will not like me anymore after knowing (because I know you don’t like people crying)… but it’s really not your fault so don't blame yourself or anything... I guess I am really taking things so seriously but that just something I cannot control… you have already made it very clear that we will be very good friends but I guess I am falling too deep and taking things too seriously. Sometimes I really hate myself got falling too deep… for taking things so seriously and not taking things easily… for liking you too early and not meeting you 5 years later…
now that I have voiced out my feelings… i feel much better and I will not live with regret… maybe you’ll feel that I am being stupid… maybe you haven’t had this feeling before… but it’s not a good feeling to have... next time if you get this feeling you’ll understand… actually I won’t blame you if you don’t like me anymore… at least I know it is impossible and it is me being yi xiang qing yuan and I will try to give up… I can see that you are trying very hard to lessen the hurt so I thank you in advance… now I totally understand why parents don’t want their children to get into a relationship so early, they just wanted to save us from the hurt of relationships..
Finally, if it is still possible, I really hope to see you in 4.5 years time. Before that, I will try to get over this and carry on with my life until your 21st birthday arrives. We’ll purely be friends first. I promise that. Concentrate on your studies. I love you. Good bye. (I hope i still can continue to call you or sms you :) )
Love,
YanTian
Sent: 09/06/2006 1:41:46AM
From: 9896xxxx (tian's number)
Sometimes it's hard to say wat i like about someone... Frankly, i think you fit almost the whole criteria of what i think would be a dream guy...
this is what i think of you that i like: humorous, gentlemanly, understanding, good listener, kind, polite, focused, have self-control (towards what is right and wrong), and handsome (at least i think so)... yupp... haha must reply hor... what about me?
My reply:
I like you for your youth, childishness and immaturity. Ha. :P
I think she's faking when she say i fit the criteria of a dream guy :S. That will never happen. At least my friends are giving me honest feedback and opinion.
Hypothesis: Love is blind. You lie when you love. You dun want to hurt the ppl you love. Thus love is quite fake.
PS: I DARE YOU TO LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU THINK THE ABOVE HYPOTHESIS IS WRONG.
Today was the first official date between me and tian. I was soo damn nervous, that i woke up at like... 9am? I scrambled to prepare breakfast for myself. Ate early, went to play DotA awhile. Then went to bathe and style my hair. OMFGLMAO, it doesnt look like me. I phoned tian. She phoned back at the very right time, where i was stark naked and the wind was blowing onto me through the open window. Ouch. I anyhow picked some shirt, too attracted to the conversation and too tense to do anything right.
The date is supposed to be at 11am. I arrived first. Found a very open seat. Trying to show off my first date. Wore something tt looked like shiet and a hair that looked like a pile of shiet on a bigger pile of shiet. Argh who cares. Paragraphing is impt in blogs if not ppl cannot read. :P
I PRETENDED to be listening to music and TRYING to pose. Then tian came, as usual, late. Sat down without a word. We were quite tense, haha.
She looked cute. Wearing a cute lil' pink jacket and a plain-looking shirt. Her necklace... was too stunned to move/say hi. Jus waved. Sigh. Wasn't really comfortable. Hated myself for asking her out the previous day. Tsk.
Did stupid things like pretending to be helping her with her math. Little did she noe tt what was on my mind wasn't math. It was her. Kept staring at her cute lil' face. Think she noticed. And blushed.
Was really damn shy and it didnt really worked out well. Obviously treated her to lunch, for goodness sake it was a date DAMMIT.
But she didnt really finish. Disappointing. :( She have to send her brother to British Council.
She must be at BC using the free internet service.
Now in front of my computer. Thinking. Of whatever that happened before. Which could happen again.
Stupid chongmin argh drag me to this harmonica concert @ rjc which was totally stupid. ARGH!!! I promised him to easily, I guessed. Little did I know that I will meet her. There.
Time: 7.30pm. Chongmin and I were chionging up the stairs of to the performing arts hall. She saw me. I didn’t. From my back. As she was walking out of the girl’s toilet. Probably I didn’t want people to think that im despo, and im rushing fer time too.
We were seated at the back. She was seated in the third row with friends and family. Her sister, tongi is performing. Wow. Didn’t know that.
She said dunno what why we keep on meeting. We meet at really weird places. The previous time we met in Thailand?! Weird place. At a tiger zoo?! Even weirder. On when? EOY Sec 2 when? 7 December. Weird time somemore. She was with her family. Lolx.
Okay back to the future. Erm desporado her msg me FIRST. Not me. And yep, she really looked funny. Not the look which she wanted me to see in her.
She was pointing me out to my friends during half-time. How despo. I hope they were looking at the handsome guy. Beside me (chongmin). Phew how long will this last? OMG and got this stupid fcuker who stood beside me to film the bloody concert. It’s like wtf?! He asked me to shuddup whenever I wanted to tok to chongmin. SIGH SO BORING :O.
At the end of this shiet, JUS TO BE GENTLEMANLY ONLY, went down to say hi lorh. If not people will think you dao them. So went down with chongmin, mustered a soft lil’ ‘hi’ and walked out first. Chongmin, at this time, didn’t suspect anything.
Hm… I can conclude that she didn’t really like me lorh. From the ENTHUSIASTIC response (sarcasm) from her. And I used to crush her. Used to. Maybe I can forget all about you again.
She mentioned something about me and my spectacles. Said I look intellectual in them. Whateva. It’s impossible btwn us. Somemore, she’s a koh. Koh Yan Tian. :P
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